Just let your words hold me.

I recently discovered this song. I listened to it over and over again, using it as white noise. And after a while...I don't know, something just happened, took over my spirit, my meaning, my mind and I believe on some level reunited me with my creator. I know it sounds a bit extreme to say that a single song, a melody made up of the same notes and rhymes as so many years have birthed, but still. It. Just. Is. I wish I could explain this better, but... wow is all i can say; a feeling of serenity and overwhelming becomes of me.

Someday, I will find you alas...

Coward

ok...working progress on the title, but im so very open to suggestions. Enjoy.

Maybe I'm a coward, maybe I'm an outsider
I just cant give up and I refuse to give in
Maybe I don’t hate you, maybe I find you handsome and smart
But I'm too scared to let myself be happy
Maybe I don’t want to risk the chance of being a broken old toy
And being thrown away when you’ve had your fun
Maybe I'm an actor, maybe i just perform at my cue
Maybe I don’t feel like being original
Maybe IMO just cliche, maybe I just want to play
The role of Juliet, but not just yet
Maybe I could be some little girl
With little curls over my eyes
And prance around in my big girl shoes, in circles
Maybe I could be a mother
And have a sweet daughter
How I’d love her so and never let her go
Maybe I'm not perfect, maybe I don’t want to be
Maybe I just feel like being the silly one
Maybe I’ll just let loose, I’ll just fly
And never come back, just soar high and high
Maybe I'm an angel, sent here by God
To serve out his mission, and play out his role
Maybe we could compromise, settle out our difference
Say that its OK, I forgive you, I'm sry, don’t go
Maybe life is different; I’ve just lost my hope in humanity
I'm a baby, barely a child to the world Opening my eyes
Maybe I am too late Maybe this was a mistake,
Maybe I should just shut up right now And play your perfect maid.
Maybe this is heaven, maybe this is hell
Tell me am I lost or m I found Cuz I can’t tell
Maybe I'm a sucker for a good old fashioned romance
where the guy takes the girl, and holds her hostage until she says
Maybe I could love you
Maybe its not too late
Maybe you were right the whole time
And yes I’ll say “I do”


I want to hold your hand; no I’m not fine with just being friends
I want to hold you and tell you I love you I love you I love you
Over again


Am I too late?
Have you flown away
Did I let you out too early
Did I not show you enough

Maybe I should write darker
Maybe I should sing louder
Will more poems and love songs be a cure?
Maybe if I just love you, an unconditional thing
If I wish rally hard, and pray really hard
It will come true
I hope to hear you say
That you love me too

Hullo Lovely

This
is
musica
de
moi



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